Every Experience is Unrepeatable. ~Italo Calvino

Exploration #2 - EXPERIENCE COLLECTION

Make a list of things you notice on your travels or experiences you have. They could be very brief notes including location, time, date, etc.

Date: 6/16/2010 ~ Time: Undocumented ~ Location: Sitting at my desk at my place of employment

I SEE:

Tungsten lighting overhead. Neat piles of typewritten papers flank both sides, atop a smooth, white desktop. The black stapler and tape dispenser contrast it ... and touches of color include the red from a plastic up and the flourescent yellow and pink from highlight markers.

I HEAR:

Sounds of a rattling air conditioner and the ambient noise of co-workers in the thick of office work.

I SMELL:

Slight hint of Glades air freshener

I THINK/EXPERIENCE:
A phone crooked between my neck and shoulder as I wait on hold ... Meanwhile, I do a quick sweep of my senses to document the fleeting moment. I become anxious of ensuring my observations are thorough before I'm whisked away by a summoning boss and urgent e-mails.


Date: 6/16/2010 ~ Time: 4:53 ~ Location : My car in the Champs Restaurant parking lot, awaiting the arrival of Tammy.

I SEE:

3 flags of red and white in a distance, staggered to form a peak. The sway of a small branch, covered in green leaves and seeds. Shadows cast to my left. A cloudless, blue sky. A black car pulling up with a lady driver talking on her cell. Her hair is styled into a bun, and her hands forcefully massage an exasperated expression.

I HEAR:

The slight hum of my car, and the "On Fire" bellydance CD where the sounds of violin dominate.

I THINK/EXPERIENCE:

Mentally winding down from a hectic work-day. The coolness of the air conditioning blowing on my face and arm; the heat of the sun to my right. The gentle vibration of my cell phone as Tammy texts she will arrive in 4 minutes


Date: 6/17/2010 ~ Time: 11:45 am ~ Location: Kitchen, to celebrate the birthdays of my boss' partners

I SEE:

2 birthday cakes, 1 a huge, chocolate chip cookie decorated to suit a Gator fan; the other, an icecream cake with icing in turquoise, pink and yellow. Relaxed and celebratory dispositions of co-workers, cumulatively dressed in contrasting colors of bright summer and dark winter.

I HEAR:

Sounds of good cheer among a cacophony of voices, varied in pitch ... that moments before, harmoniously broke in to song to the tune of "Happy Birthday."

I SMELL:

Cooked chocolate chip cookie :)

I THINK EXPERIENCE:

A calm, in comfortable temperature ... among smiling faces ... while I finish my slice of the chocolate chip cookie cake, crunchy and scrumptious in texture and oversweet from the icing.


Date: 6/17/2010 ~ Time: 5:30 pm ~ Location: My place

I SEE:

My welcoming home

I HEAR:

The trickling sound of water from a mostly full plastic jug, flowing into a glass blender ... followed by the disruptive and slightly dysfunctional sound of my blender as it mixes my shake ... then I hear the cowbell-like sounds of my spoon as it scrapes against the glass blender as I ensure all remnants of the chalky to creamy textured chocolate shake fall into my cup.

I THINK/EXPERIENCE:

A content stomach and the feel of a plastic, weighty cup with beveled designs in my hands ... as I take in all the comforts suited to me in my refuge ... and note the design of the one-sided splotchy residue left on the cup I drank from.


Date: 6/18/2010 ~ Time: 5:25 pm ~ Location: Massage Envy

I SEE:

A dark room ... Light spilling from outside. Furniture includes a beige futon, soft in feel, with wooden arms, accented by brown pillows, moderate in density ... 2 tables, one brown holding 2 glass pitchers and plastic cups, and the other, glass-topped and holding a rectangular, white metal planter housing a green, plastic plant. On the walls are 3 square frames covered in dull gold and brown flecks, exhibiting tasteful art, and 2 wall lamps.

A discarded fleck of white paper lies obtusely on a berber rug of indiscernable color.

I SMELL:

Musky massage oils

I HEAR:

Barely audible meditation music where flutes dominate; sounds of conversation in the reception area, muffled by the walls

I THINK/EXPERIENCE:

Neck and back pain, a full bladder and an upset and gurgly stomach.

I anxiously await the arrival of my masseuse with concerns of her competence and wondering if i should take the time to pee first, but am afraid she will miss me if I go ... I go anyway ... coming back to anxious thoughts of how much time I'll need to spend working over the weekend.

Date: 6/19/2010 ~ Time: 7:30 am ~ Location: my surrounding area while on my bicycle

I SEE:

Black soot, or is it mold near the rear of my bike? 3 geese I couldn't identify, flying in a line about 13 feet high; my neighbors, half of whom were walking their dogs; Cloudless, blue sky; Melding shades of green, differing only by their exposure to light or shade; Trees appearing to loom toward me.

I FEEL:

An unwelcome blanket of humdity and windless air, made tolerable by the gentle breeze hitting my skin and hair as I cut through the air on my bicycle

I SMELL:

The dawning of a new day and the dampness of the Earth.

I HEAR:

The sounds of my labored breathing and the morning calls squawks and chirps of the birds in my area.

I THINK/EXPERIENCE:

My exposure to the morning sun was limited as the surrounding complexes and rows of trees blocked most of it out. My first ride out since I've lived here was a difficult and wobbly one, as I didn't notice until halfway around my area that both my tires were near flat. Disappointing exertion claimed my quadriceps with each petal. It was about sweat and dissatisfaction ...


I've read so many books on staying present or being in the now, which is always easier said than done. And sometimes it's so easy to want to escape from the present ... but it does have its benefits and rewards if you look for it ☺ ... ♥